about a square peg in a round hole

Dear World-at-large,

My hopes for Lunch with the girl with the Smile were dashed to bits when she texted saying that she’d have to give it a miss because she’s going back to where she works… Said something about maybe next week. Num Num Num…

Had lunch with Gordon instead. Had Roast Duck Nasi. Met Lena @ Lina @ Lea on the way back and had to scramble my brains thinking of an excuse for not going to the party she invited me to last night… Ended up telling her the truth. Well, half-truth anyway – that I was writing. She so reminds me of Ru, though I’m starting to sense that she’s more of an infusion of both Ru and Erica… Could it get any worse?!

Oh well. Gloom. Gloom. Gloom.

Stuck now at the Library trying to finish my Fucking paper.